MISSunderstood

Not to be overly dramatic.
but I def. understand why Pink choose the album title MISSunderstood.
thats how I feel today about Drew and others (who have to remain nameless here). I can't even go home and be myself. So I have decided two things:
-I want to move to NYC and be closer to my fam
-I also just in general have to escape the fraternity that I live in.

any suggestions are welcome.

sometimes i feel miserable.

barf

amber, it is definitely not to soon to send a "hello remember me i'm still interested and also awesome" email. in my opinion. do it!

also, you should all know that i'm sitting at home in a sweatshirt and no pants.

temp temp temping

ohhhh my love for property managment grows and grows with every day that passes..
hahahaha. so today my job entails, answering the phones and checking emails for tenants in the building who call and have spills, or its too cold/hot in their office, or they have bulbs out, or the toilets are on the fritz. joy! hahahahah. its acutally not bad but i dont think i see a future in it.
i am still waiting to hear back from my dream job situation, from buildingwithbooks.org you guys should check out the site.. its for a trek coordinator who plans the trips abroad, etc. you can see the job description on jobs at bwb at the top, if that is, you are interested enough to check out the website. what is the etiquet anyway, for checking up on the status of an application? ive figured out that it has been exactly 2 weeks to the day since i applied... does that means its too soon to shoot them an email and just say im checking in? i also applied to be on the committee for planning and volunteering.. just trying to ge tmy foot in the door! this job at the bar is so undependable i want to punch someone. such high hopes..
anyway, i cannot wait till the weather is nice for good! its been nice off and on and teasing us of the summer to come, whcih i cannot wait for! ive decided that i have officailly made two friends. one is named daryl and we haev actually hung out, and the other is named alli and we have hung out in groups, but i can definitly tell that we have a future of alone time hang out sessions. hahha how creepy am i. there is matt, the gay friend that works at the bar who is fabulous, but he is the manager, and the shift supervisor guy that makes the schedule and i am just frusturated with him and the schedule, and cant really tell where our friendhsip will evolve based on teh hierarchy drama. hmm... what is the etiquet for that too? how do i ask him about the schedule deal , as a friend and a concerned employ? do i do it at work? i just dont knwo these things.
anyhoo... i finally got my bbq grill.. my dad actually bought it for us can you believe that? crazy i know. so far we have used it once and i cant really get the feel for it yet because i totally undercooked my food and had dto put it back on the grill 3 times. i will learn. we also got 3 fold out chairs too so that is nice, we have some seating. too bad its in the shade! i cannot wait for you all to visit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so it looks like cimin may move out in sept, she doesnt like the area. that places a huge dilemma on us becuase she fronts teh biggest chunk of the rent/furniture. hahaha.. jeez louise. utnil then i hope the summer prevails and she stays.

i cant wait to go to burlington and see you nafisa! sorry that i cant be there for the graduation but we can definitly celebrate afterwards!!!! parrttyyy!!!!!!

well gotta go actually do my job. loveee youuu...
me

feist, facebook, friday thats what I am doing when I should be working peace

hey ya'll

so i am sitting in my hotel in MIA its my last night, the last night that I will spend in Miami for a verrrrrrrrrrrrrry looong time. And thats the way I like it-I'll tell you what. It is a crazy crazy state. billionares to broke ass people within 15-20 mins of eachother. Its some crazy ass unlike anything i have ever seen. Did you know that one in every seven people in miami is an immigrant aka has migrated from their home country cause shit was bad.

o snap so I am um watching runs house-again i have now watched prob. 5 episodes now its so good... its um almost one am and i am watching tv at the best western in miami, 1/2 hour away from south beach where i could be droppin it like its hot till 6 am. i much prefer the best western

if i moved to MIA i would gain at least 200 lbs. I am saying this because of all the bomb ass food. My favorites would be the Haitian and the Brazilan- I need to find sources of both of those back in DC. its going to be strange going back there.

I was telling fisa on FB i need a home girl. Thats the prob. with watching Runs house it makes me want 8 million $ and one homegirl. (really i want you guys-but if i could get one homegirl that would be cool) or if i had a sister that i lived with instead of four boys that would be fine as well...

i'm getting a weave this summer... long really long and bangs bangin with bangs i'm excited no one can stop me... there were some haters trying to tell me not to get it.. naw mean

anyway i am stilllll in the hotel room
i need to get some dollar bills make some serious moves
and get my self a baller-rific something or other

peace always snitches feel free to come keep my lame ass some company

eat love pray

okay.. i am obsessed with this book. quote of the day so far, that i want to be my life:
pg 63 " i have to confess that i did go to one museum: the national museum of pasta, in rome. i found that all i really wanted to do was to eat beautiful food and to speak as much beautiful italian as possible. that was it. so i declared a double major, really- in speaking and in eating (with a concentration on gelato). "

oh the beautiful bliss. can i please just move back and this be my life again?
just food for thought for you really.
and now, back to reading.
xoxoxox

ok...YUMMM!

the title is in response to the heavenly restaurant amber found...bravo to you, friend. wish i could eat there with you, like, NOW! i am at the lib...shocking. i just finished a geology lab and am about to start a paper before i go into work. shocking yet again. and yes, amber thank you for reminding me that devon is in japan, you are in chi-town, and mercedes....well, mercedes is breaking my heart in m.i.a. with pharrell. and i am here, in burlington, fucking vermont. pharrelless. god, i can't wait until i leave this place. but until then, i'm keeping myself entertained with my libcrush of the moment, whom i saw briefly this morning...sigh* and am hoping to see again before the day is through...double sigh** the last time i saw him, he smiled and winked at me as he rode by on his bike. i am taking this as a good sign. alas, i have yet to see him more than 10 ft from the library. hoping this changes soon. like before we graduate in a few weeks soon. would love to converse with him in the real world as opposed to the basement of bailey howe.

devie, i don't know if you're gonna be checking this in japanland, but if you do...i hope you're having an incredibly amazing fantastical time! can't wait to hear all about it. make sure you call/text me when you land on american soil (best damn soil on earth).

alright, lovers to you three and i'm gonna go eat something. i'm hungers to the 9th power. do powers go that high? ahhaaa. math genius...